Robert Lee Frost ( )

The Fear

A lantern light from deeper in the barn
Shone on a man and woman in the door
And threw their lurching shadows on a house
Near by, all dark in every glossy window.
A horses hoof pawed once the hollow floor,
And the back of the gig they stood beside
Moved in a little. The man grasped a wheel,
The woman spoke out sharply, Whoa, stand still!
I saw it just as plain as a white plate,
She said, as the light on the dashboard ran
Along the bushes at the roadside--a mans face.
You must have seen it too.
I didnt see it.
Are you sure----
Yes, Im sure!
--it was a face?
Joel, Ill have to look. I cant go in,
I cant, and leave a thing like that unsettled.
Doors locked and curtains drawn will make no difference.
I always have felt strange when we came home
To the dark house after so long an absence,
And the key rattled loudly into place
Seemed to warn someone to be getting out
At one door as we entered at another.
What if Im right, and someone all the time--
Dont hold my arm!
I say its someone passing.
You speak as if this were a travelled road.
You forget where we are. What is beyond
That hed be going to or coming from
At such an hour of night, and on foot too.
What was he standing still for in the bushes?
Its not so very late--its only dark.
Theres more in it than youre inclined to say.
Did he look like----?
He looked like anyone.
Ill never rest to-night unless I know.
Give me the lantern.
You dont want the lantern.
She pushed past him and got it for herself.
Youre not to come, she said. This is my business.
If the times come to face it, Im the one
To put it the right way. Hed never dare--
Listen! He kicked a stone. Hear that, hear that!
Hes coming towards us. Joel, go in--please.
Hark!--I dont hear him now. But please go in.
In the first place you cant make me believe its----
It is--or someone else hes sent to watch.
And nows the time to have it out with him
While we know definitely where he is.
Let him get off and hell be everywhere
Around us, looking out of trees and bushes
Till I shant dare to set a foot outdoors.
And I cant stand it. Joel, let me go!
But its nonsense to think hed care enough.
You mean you couldnt understand his caring.
Oh, but you see he hadnt had enough--
Joel, I wont--I wont--I promise you.
We mustnt say hard things. You mustnt either.
Ill be the one, if anybody goes!
But you give him the advantage with this light.
What couldnt he do to us standing here!
And if to see was what he wanted, why
He has seen all there was to see and gone.
He appeared to forget to keep his hold,
But advanced with her as she crossed the grass.
What do you want? she cried to all the dark.
She stretched up tall to overlook the light
That hung in both hands hot against her skirt.
Theres no one; so youre wrong, he said.
There is.--
What do you want? she cried, and then herself
Was startled when an answer really came.
Nothing. It came from well along the road.
She reached a hand to Joel for support:
The smell of scorching woollen made her faint.
What are you doing round this house at night?
Nothing. A pause: there seemed no more to say.
And then the voice again: You seem afraid.
I saw by the way you whipped up the horse.
Ill just come forward in the lantern light
And let you see.
Yes, do.--Joel, go back!
She stood her ground against the noisy steps
That came on, but her body rocked a little.
You see, the voice said.
Oh. She looked and looked.
You dont see--Ive a child here by the hand.
Whats a child doing at this time of night----?
Out walking. Every child should have the memory
Of at least one long-after-bedtime walk.
What, son?
Then I should think youd try to find
Somewhere to walk----
The highway as it happens--
Were stopping for the fortnight down at Deans.
But if thats all--Joel--you realize--
You wont think anything. You understand?
You understand that we have to be careful.
This is a very, very lonely place.
Joel! She spoke as if she couldnt turn.
The swinging lantern lengthened to the ground,
It touched, it struck it, clattered and went out.

Robert Lee Frost's other poems:
  1. Looking for a Sunset Bird in Winter
  2. The Demiurges Laugh
  3. The Census-Taker
  4. The Black Cottage
  5. The Thatch

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