Henry Lawson ( )


The Ballad of the Elder Son


A son of elder sons I am,
    Whose boyhood days were cramped and scant,
Through ages of domestic sham
    And family lies and family cant.
Come, elder brothers mine, and bring
    Dull loads of care that you have won,
And gather round me while I sing
    The ballad of the elder son.

Twas Christ who spake in parables
    To picture man was his intent;
A simple tale He simply tells,
    And He Himself makes no comment.
A morbid sympathy is felt
    For prodigalsthe selfish ones
The crooked world has ever dealt
    Unjustly by the elder sons.

The elder son on barren soil,
    Where life is crude and lands are new,
Must share the fathers hardest toil,
    And share the fathers troubles too.
With no child-thoughts to meet his own
    His childhood is a lonely one:
The youth his father might have known
    Is seldom for the eldest son.

It seems so strange, but fate is grim,
    And Heavens ways are hard to track,
Though ten young scamps come after him
    The rod falls heaviest on his back.
And, well Ill say it might be caused
    By a half-sense of injustice done
That vague resentment parents feel
    So oft towards the eldest son.

He, too, must bear the fathers name,
    He loves his younger brother, too,
And feels the younger brothers shame
    As keenly as his parents do.
The mothers prayers, the fathers curse,
    The sisters tears have all been done
We seldom see in prose or verse
    The prayers of the elder son.

But let me to the parable
    With eyes on facts but fancy free;
And dont belie me if I tell
    The story as it seems to me
For, mind, I do not mean to sneer
    (I was religious when a child),
I wouldnt be surprised to hear
    That Christ himself had sometimes smiled.

A certain squatter had two sons
    Up Canaan way some years ago.
The graft was hard on those old runs,
    And it was hot and life was slow.
The younger brother coolly claimed
    The portion that he hadnt earned,
And sought the life for which untamed
    And high young spirits always yearned.

A year or so he knocked about,
    And spent his cheques on girls and wine,
And, getting stony in the drought,
    He took a job at herding swine,
And though he is a hog that swigs
    And fools with girls till all is blue
Twas rather rough to shepherd pigs
    And have to eat their tucker too.

When he came to himself, he said
    (I take my Bible from the shelf:
Theres nothing like a feed of husks
    To bring a young man to himself.
And when youre done with wine and girls
    Right here a moral seems to shine
And are hard up, youll find no pearls
    Are cast by friends before your swine)

When he came to himself, he said
    He reckoned pretty shrewdly, too
The rousers in my fathers shed
    Have got more grub than they can chew;
Ive been a fool, but such is fate
    I guess Ill talk the guvnor round:
Ive acted cronk, Ill tell him straight;
    (Hes had his time too, Ill be bound).

Ill tell him straight Ive had my fling,
    Ill tell him Ive been on the beer,
But put me on at anything,
    Ill graft with any bounder here.
He rolled his swag and struck for home
    He was by this time pretty slim
And, when the old man saw him come
    Well, you know how he welcomed him.

Theyve brought the best robe in the house,
    The ring, and killed the fatted calf,
And now they hold a grand carouse,
    And eat and drink and dance and laugh:
And from the field the elder son
    Whose character is not admired
Comes plodding home when work is done,
    And very hot and very tired.

He asked the meaning of the sound
    Of such unwonted revelry,
They said his brother had been found
    (Hed found himself it seemed to me);
Twas natural in the elder son
    To take the thing a little hard
And brood on what was past and done
    While standing outside in the yard.

Now he was hungry and knocked out
    And would, if they had let him be,
Have rested and cooled down, no doubt,
    And hugged his brother after tea,
And welcomed him and hugged his dad
    And filled the wine cup to the brim
But, just when he was feeling bad
    The old man came and tackled him.

He well might say with bitter tears
    While music swelled and flowed the wine
Lo, I have served thee many years
    Nor caused thee one grey hair of thine.
Whateer thou badst me do I did
    And for my brother made amends;
Thou never gavest me a kid
    That I might make merry with my friends.

(He was no honest clod and glum
    Who could not trespass, sing nor dance
He could be merry with a chum,
    It seemed, if he had half a chance;
Perhaps, if further light we seek,
    He knewand herein lay the sting
His brother would clear out next week
    And promptly pop the robe and ring).

The father said, The wandering one,
    The lost is found, this son of mine,
But thou art always with me, son
    Thou knowest all I have is thine.
(It seemed the best robe and the ring,
    The love and fatted calf were not;
But this was just a little thing
    The old man in his joy forgot.)

The fathers blindness in the house,
    The mothers fond and foolish way
Have caused no end of ancient rows
    Right back to Cain and Abels day.
The world will blame the eldest born
    Butwell, when all is said and done,
No coat has ever yet been worn
    That had no colour more than one.

Oh! if I had the power to teach
    The strength for which my spirit craves
The cant of parents I would preach
    Who slave and make their children slaves.
For greed of gain, and that alone
    Their youth they steal, their hearts they break
And then, the wretched misers moan
    We did it for our childrens sake.

And all I havethe paltry bribe
    That he might slave contented yet
While envied by his selfish tribe
    The birthright he might never get:
The worked-out farm and endless graft,
    The mortgaged home, the barren run
The heavy, hopeless overdraft
    The portion of the elder son.

He keeps his parents when theyre old,
    He keeps a sister in distress,
His wife must work and care for them
    And bear with all their pettishness.
The mothers moan is ever heard,
    And, whining for the worthless one,
She seldom has a kindly word
    To say about her eldest son.

Tis he, in spite of sneer and jibe,
    Who stands the friend when others fail:
He bears the burdens of his tribe
    And keeps his brother out of jail.
He lends the quid and pays the fine,
    And for the family pride he smarts
For reasons I cannot divine
    They hate him in their heart of hearts.

A satire on this world of sin
    Where parents seldom understand
That night the angels gathered in
    The firstborn of that ancient land.
Perhaps they thought, in those old camps,
    While suffering for the blow that fell,
They might have better spared the scamps
    And Josephs that they loved so well.

Sometimes the Eldest takes the track
    When things at home have got too bad
He comes not crawling, canting back
    To seek the blind side of his dad.
He always finds a knife and fork
    And meat between on which to dine,
And, though he sometimes deals in pork,
    Youll never catch him herding swine.

The happy home, the overdraft,
    His birthright and his prospects gay,
And likewise his share of the graft,
    He leaves the rest to grab. And they
Whod always do the thing by halves,
    If anything for him was done
Would kill a score of fatted calves
    To welcome home the eldest son.



Henry Lawson's other poems:
  1. Wide Lies Australia
  2. To an Old Mate
  3. The League of Nations
  4. Camerons Heart
  5. The Song of the Darling River


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