Роберт Уильям Сервис (Robert William Service)

The Low-Down White

This is the pay-day up at the mines, when the bearded brutes come down;
There's money to burn in the streets to-night, so I've sent my
  klooch to town,
With a haggard face and a ribband of red entwined in her hair of brown.

And I know at the dawn she'll come reeling home with the bottles,
  one, two, three;
One for herself to drown her shame, and two big bottles for me,
To make me forget the thing I am and the man I used to be.

To make me forget the brand of the dog, as I crouch in this hideous
  place;
To make me forget once I kindled the light of love in a lady's face,
Where even the squalid Siwash now holds me a black disgrace.

Oh, I have guarded my secret well! And who would dream as I speak
In a tribal tongue like a rogue unhung, 'mid the ranch-house filth
  and reek,
I could roll to bed with a Latin phrase, and rise with a verse of
  Greek?

Yet I was a senior prizeman once, and the pride of a college eight;
Called to the bar--my friends were true! but they could not keep me
  straight;
Then came the divorce, and I went abroad and "died" on the River Plate.

But I'm not dead yet; though with half a lung there isn't time to
  spare,
And I hope that the year will see me out, and, thank God, no one
  will care--
Save maybe the little slim Siwash girl with the rose of shame in her
  hair.

She will come with the dawn, and the dawn is near; I can see its
  evil glow,
Like a corpse-light seen through a frosty pane in a night of want
  and woe;
And yonder she comes, by the bleak bull-pines, swift staggering
  through the snow.